Like everyone else, I also take my disease as a curse until I find the cure. Life with sorrow and emptiness is nothing but a crush that hunts you day and night without any noise.
Curses are of many types :
Our wealth is our biggest curse towards a happy life
Our luxurious life is the biggest curse to a healthy life
Our loyalty is the biggest curse for ourselves when we love the wrong person
Our blind love becomes the biggest curse when we love someone truly
The curse can be many types but converting a curse into a cure is our duty. There is a land full of hope in this world.
Let’s deeply examine the curse and how one can convert the curse into a cure.
1)
In my bitter memories,
I can see myself as a bipolar disorder patient at an early age,
I have several sides which no one ever wants to see,
Someone I cry, and sometimes I am happy,
like an average person, I can’t live my life,
It embraces my near dear people,
Who take me as their own,
I am deranged for everyone,
I still don’t know who I am.
Sometimes I ask my lord,
How can I b different,
Even if my skins and blood are the same,
I behave as per my feelings,
Which people call bipolar disease,
I can’t hide the real me,
Is this a curse of mine,
I forget the things which hurt me badly,
I cry when I am unhappy,
I shout when I feel anxious,
I smile when I am loaded with affection,
How can I be different,
How can it be a curse,
A curse is something that hurts humanity,
A curse is something that hurts my body,
What if my disease is my cure, not a curse,
God smiles and says in a lovely voice,
Therefore being a different cure for you and a crush for an abnormal one.
2)
Whenever I see my neighbors house,
I feel jealous, even greedy,
I always feel my life is full of the curse and misery,
The throne of pain bleeds me all over again,
I wish to have a lot of money,
I can buy the things as per my wish,
The wind will blow in my side,
The people will listen to me,
I can’t make my family happy,
I always take myself as a crush,
I ask my lord why he did this to me,
Then my lord, show me something,
which is beyond my imagination,
My neighborhood has four children,
All are staying outside,
They have a considerable property, but no one is there to enjoy it,
They have so many diseases which make them paralyze,
They have money but can’t enjoy their living,
They have good food but can’t able to eat,
They have a considerable property, but no one is there is love,
They live their lives in emptiness and pity,
I realized no one is crushed or blessed,
All are living as per their life destiny
Since then, I stop believing in the crush,
I started taking my life as blessed
3)
One day a cobra snake asks for forgiveness from the sage, as it killed many animals and people during its lifetime. The cobra wants a clue to get rid of its bad karma. Then the sage smiled and asked, did you ever try to take your poison back after you bite, then the snake said no, then the sage asked. Why? The snake replied I try to escape, so I bite in fear. Sage asked; now bite yourself in anger and see what happened; snake did that, and feel like it is getting choked and going to die. The sage cures the snake with his power and tells the snake nowadays snake poison also uses as a cure, which seems to be a curse that has the power to cure. It is up to us how we use it.